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Digging

I learned something new about myself last week in my personal finance class. It had less to do with finances and more to do with another of those dark spaces I need to clean out that I didn’t realize existed: I struggle to ask for help for myself not just because of pride, but because […]

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Goodbye Darlings

I’ve worked out of my latest funk. Literally. I have a friend who is in the same space as me as far as wanting to take better care of himself, and he and I are holding each other accountable. We’re making it a contest. Last week I exercised half an hour a day for four […]

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Self-Full

I have completely fallen off the self-care wagon. Why is it so difficult for me to take care of me? I love myself, I truly do. I accept myself wholly and completely, the good, bad, light, dark, beautiful, broken, all of my pieces. I love me. Why can’t my actions reflect that? It’s an actual, […]

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Spheres

I love people. I love getting to know them and making new friends. I love being social and going to activities and feeding off of energy. I love serving people. I love talking with people on a deeper level and sharing our hearts with each other. I love vulnerability. I love that I’m in a […]

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All the Things

High anxiety day today. Lots to do like always. Lots to think about like always. Spinning, though. Spinny spinny spinning. The whys: My Rogue streak might be cancer. Wish I knew for sure. Doctor appointment pending. I don’t think it is, but my nurse friend said I should get it looked at. Why has no […]

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World

World All the things again. Monday, I woke to discover 50 people had died in a mass shooting in Vegas. My sister lives in Vegas. My other sister and a bunch of my friends were in Vegas at a concert the night before the shooting, at the very hotel the shooter was found. Life. This […]

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Shifting

I’m experiencing a perspective shift. A new phase is beginning for me. After the ex’s latest attack, after my latest trigger, I made some decisions. I shall no longer fear him. I shall no longer see him as a monster. I’ve wanted this perspective shift for some time, now. I’ve been working toward it, conscientiously […]

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Inevitable

The universe has a way of keeping things in balance. I’ve learned this and life tends to make sure I never forget it. I had a few weeks of calm, of peace, so of course, in come the storms, both literal and figurative.¬†Tropical storms, earthquakes, fires, wars¬†and rumors of wars leaving such destruction. My dear […]

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Hello World

It’s been nice getting to know you. I thought I knew you before, but I was only acquainted with your surface. Now, as I’ve come to know your deep and dark recesses, you’ve also shown me the heights of your beauty and grandeur. My senses are more acute, my insights more broad. Sunsets are more […]

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Fire

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Yesterday, I was finally able to get the rest of my belongings from my old home. It’s a beautiful home. My dream home, in fact. I designed it, with a very open floor plan, a huge pantry, a massive kitchen island. The colors are deep and peaceful and warm. There’s a gas fireplace that’s very […]

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